In The Name

Only my Saviour, Jesus Christ in heaven
And here I am
Stronger than before
I got everything
Only from my Lord, Jesus Christ in heaven
So, just get lost you Satan!
Only in the name of Jesus Christ in heaven

January 2004

Worry?

What am I worrying about?
I will be down only if I am going weak
And I will be weak only if I’m far from my Saviour, Jesus Christ
I will be far from my Saviour only if I am living in negatives
And I’m living in negative only if Satan has breaking down my faith
Therefore, if it happens, there is only one sound-bite; “Only My Saviour, Jesus Christ in Heaven”

Actually its all about weakness which is ‘caused by the Loser
However, I will be all right ‘till the end, ‘because I’m holding on Jesus Christ’s hand, and He’s holding my hand forever
Everything is all right, and just fine
So, just get lost you Satan

January 2004

Shout of the Mourner

Here I am…
With grief-stricken on my back…
And the unheard moan fills my mouth…
Nothing I can say in my heart, except:
“Only my saviour, Jesus Christ in heaven,”
“Only my saviour, Jesus Christ in heaven,”
“Only my saviour, Jesus Christ in heaven”

January 2004

Here I am

Now I’ve got the consciousness
And starting to step forward again
Everything is all right
Life is beautiful!

Now I’m strong ‘till the end of my days
‘cause Jesus Christ is my Savior
He leads my soul through the path of heaven
By the Cross Way

Now it is time to fight, and defeat the evil!
Time to work!

Hmmmmm…………

December 2003

Throne of Heart

I’ve been stuck in the hall of emptiness since I fallen by the feeling of hatred for two winters.
There’s the darkness surrounding all over the hall
And my heart full of lonesome and weakness
Any time my inner voice shouts “I’ve been misleading”, and its echoes surrounded the hall

I know all ‘caused by the feeling of hatred
And I want out from this torture’s hall
I know I can, because I’ve got the strength to fight,
And the Almighty besides me ‘till the eternity

Nothing can take me far from my savior,
Because I believe He will never let me out from His affection
Nothing can take control of my feeling anymore
Because Jesus Christ dwells in the deep inside of my heart forever,
And he leads me into heaven

I’ve found that hatred ever defeated love in my heart,
And I lost my direction since that day
Now, I’m in love, and it’s burning my spirit ‘till the seven phase of sky
Now I am all right, and a hundred percent fine
So, here I am

December 2003

Cross Way

Yes, I have made some mistake, in the manner of to let my self to be weak.
Now, there is more than “should not to be weak”,
but “should be strong forever”.

Everything is pretty clear.
Because, I believe my Saviour will never let me out of His affection.

Now, I am endeavouring to be strong until the end of time,
And I know that Jesus Christ would always guide me, through the path of the Cross-into Heaven.

December 2003

...!

Now here I am!
Back from the banishment of presents!
Time to waking up!
Time to fighting!
Time to getting all back!
Time to surviving and destroying!
Time to be strong forever!

All by my Saviour, Jesus Christ in heaven
He guides me forever!

Now it is the only one thing should I fight for!
“To be in heaven when I die”

My Confession

I am holding on Jesus Christ, and He holds my hand forever
I believe in Jesus Christ
I am standing under the light banner and I can fight until the end
He gave me strength
He guides me to the eternally
Yes, I am all right
And here I am!

The Star

There are thousands star which symbolized as hopes,
but when overcast come through the sky, there’s no one of these hopes’ symbol appears.
There’s a star, which only can be felt in our heart,
and this star is keep on trying to spreads away its light, in order to makes us become hope itself.

July 2003

The Wings

Come close to my soul
Warm up my wings to fly
And burn me up to the sky
By your fragrance

It has been so long time I have no touch the sky
Now I’m waiting in the lowest ground
And my wings still crystallized by the loneliness
But I believe the time will come through my eyes

Come fill my heart with flowers of the conscience garden
Burn my spirit with fire of the everlasting truth
And I’ll give you a kiss of virtue
Just warm up my wings
Through the clouds we will fly
And we will dance in the sky…

June 2003

Proving

Jesus Christ guides me forever
I’ve save from insanities
I am a Christian
I’ve got strength from my Saviour
And now,
I am all right, and I am fine
Here I am

Way Out

During last summer my minds confiscated by hatred
and my heart filled with fury
I have seen like a dumb in all of my actions
But it seems too hard to get out from this situation
I was trapped
and its almost takes my everything

Now I am stopping to search truth,
‘cause it’s a mistake
And now I want to step through the way out
I have found truth in Jesus Christ
I want to proof my faith

So here I am!
And I’m still all right!

SETTING

Open your mind and make it roomy
Close your own stereotype minded
Think universally
Remember that you are standing under the Light banner
No bound, no negative things, no burden
Free and easy
Think positive and justly
Make all simple
Keep on fight the negatives!
Fight the weakness!
Fight the evil!
Don’t ever let your mind blank. Take care!
Don’t ever let it filled with nonsense (negatives)
Keep on thinking!
Keep on moving!
Keep on trying!
And wish!
Keep on change the bad channels!And keep on working!

Prove!

Prove what you hold!
Prove your faith!
Prove that you are standing under the Light banner!
Prove that you were strong!
Prove your sincerity!
Prove that you all right!
Prove who you are!

Moan

O Lord, what should I do?
My heart full of hatred
And I almost lost the good will
Sometimes I find revenge in my mind

I am trying to fight this emotion
Since three seasons ago
But it was so strong
I feel I cannot stand any longer

O … Father, please guide me to the way out

April 2003

Hmmm...

I am still all right
‘Cause there is no more change

I am still fine
‘Cause the Son of the Lamb recovers me forever

I am still o.k.
‘Cause the Holy Spirit dwells in my soul forever

I’m still stand with proud
‘Because I’m a Christian

I’m still walking through the Cross way
‘Cause my Lord guides me forever

Reflection

Catch the positives everywhere
And leave the negatives behind!
The Almighy always gives the way
Keep on positive thinking!

Although I’m falling down,
I will never give up
‘Cause The Almighy besides me forever !
Yes, I am down on my knees
However, you cannot take my genuine wealth!

Hey, there is no reason why good man feels so bad!
‘Cause we’ve got the strength
Death has defeated by The Almighty!
Therefore, no more falling down!

The Bound

Here I am
Nothing can take me far from my Saviour
Not death, nor pain, nor my ego
Because I believe, He will besides me forever
No rope can bind my ego
No more traps can catch my steps
No more erroneous sense impression in my heart
No more lies
All had perished!
Now all pure
And I believe He will abide with me forever
It is only one aim
Walking through the Cross, forever

Survival

Just to be calm and easy
And I’m ready to enjoying this life
The Universal Power will be guiding me forever
‘Till I touch the aim of my soul

Step forward, and make any progress
Conquer the back step
Go back once, and go forward three times
Catch the beautiful points

This is game of life
It is so cruel for weaks
Just do not take your self there
‘Cause the Great Spirit dwells in our soul

Open your heart and your mind for the good things
Lift the pride, higher as you can
And wish for the perfect
Show them: “Here I am”

December 2001

Lets Step Out of Hell

There is something much better
Just don’t give up
and never be dying
The goodness will come through our eyes

Leave the bad things
Open your heart for the good things
and keep on walking through the future
Keep trying and wish forever

Don’t ever think how to chase away the bad things
just think how to go away from the bad things
and you will find the way out.
Some straightway to home

December 2001

Whisper of the Dark

Hey you idiot
You’re just turning around
Like a pig in a cage of filthiness
Look at your self
Your life…hmmm… All nonsense
You are living in a dreary illusion
You have made me bored
You call me to play the secret
And when we almost in climax
You chased me
Again and again … oh you feat me
Who are you?
Hey, hey you are Jesus!!!
Oh you cheat me …o…shit, shit, shit…
Oh how fool I am
I’m testing the Son of the Lamb
And I have been failed. Oh this is a proper
Just forgive me Lord
O…shit…shit…How fool I am…oh………
Wait a minute!
You are not Jesus!
No, no, no, you are not him
It’s impossible!
Maybe you are St. Peter! ! !
Yes…you have a heart of rock
Hmmmm…
No you are not him….
Hmmm… who are you? …. Who are you? …. Who are A
Aha! ! ! You are Cupid
Hmmmpprrrrrfffh ………
Or maybe … Ares “the gods of war “!!! Ha, ha, ha, ha, ……
Sorry …just kidding
Do you want to know me?
Listen this carefully
I’m an angel sending by the Almighty God
I am Peril
You are the chosen of the Almighty God
You are the Messenger
And you have got a duty
You must unite France!
It is your mission, and I’ll guide you!!!
Mmppprrrrfffffhhhh…ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha…Joan of Arc
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ….you are The Maid of Orleans ! ? !
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha,……
Hey you idiot!!!
You are in my kingdom! ! ! Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

The Way

I believe tomorrow is a better day,
And today is a beautiful day
I should laugh before I go to sleep and after I wake up in the morning
Because, my Guide besides me forever
‘Till the eternal life
He leads my soul by the hand of love
By the glorious
He takes me into the sanctuary
He gives me the strength

I want to be perfect
Now I have found the way

The Battle

When a day still going on
And the second still turning around
There’s we know that we are still alive
And standing on the battle

Do not ever give up
We have must survive ‘till the end
‘Cause we are standing under the Light banner,
And we were born as a winner

Hey, use your armour and conquer this world
Sharpen your sword and slash the night
We got the strength to fight ‘till the end
The power of the Almighty will cover our spirit forever

Come in skirmish this melee
Lift your pride up to the sky
Bust all the demon’s traps
And let’s take the sceptre

Do not ever run from this struggling
We’ve must fight to the aim
‘Cause we were born as a warriorThere is our responsible, given by the Creator

July 2001

The Kingdom of Love

Now I am in the castle of happiness
Waiting for my King to return from His journey of the battlefield

I am walking around through the glories of the walls of faith
And the hall of joyfulness is waiting for me to dance
By the scherzo of the Jesters

Hear! The triumph trumpets are calling my name
The blessing banquet is already

The angels sing the victory songs
Their voice is shaking the throne of night
“Victory of the Almighty God surrounding all the creatures, because the woe had purge by the sword of virtue”

After the Calling

I have opened my eyes, and wake from the mound
No more lies can make me wounded
The stain had purge, and disappear in the fog
Now all pure, the bane had fall

No more curses in my brain
No more pain in my heart
No more chameleon’s wail in my ears
No more death can scared me

Now it is time to step forward
Catch the glitter future
By the hand of the Almighy
There is nothing impossible
Just do it right